One week before March@Ash Wednesday

Its been a while that I didn't jot down something here. Busy is an ultimate reason but kinda lame excuse. I've been visiting some of my friend's blogs and I found out so many interesting events going on at the moment. Well its good though!So, Wednesday is coming for the Ash Wednesday (25th Feb). It's the Lenten season and I'm preparing myself to it. I just want to reflects what I've been thru in the past, also reflecting my past deeds. I'm so into thinking about all the consequences of the things I've done before and the things that I never did in my past life. I mean, there were roads not taken in my life and sometimes I've think about it and dreams of what will I be if I take it and follow the journey to its end. But, I know that God has something for me, a big plan ahead that He had destined me to be. Just that I never know it. I feel that I'm far away from what I've experienced before with God relating to my relationship with Him. I've been seldomly pray then when things hit me only then I seek for His guidance and courage. To my friends out there that have experienced any of my misbehave, I seek apology for I'm not a complete person in and out, I'm so sorry. I was once a person that see every people has his or her own uniqueness. I saw it thru His power of love. Its just so big that I couldn't describe and its just so miraculously amazing. How beauty is the creation of the creator and how thankful I am to God for He still give me the chances to breath in here. So, I just want to wish my fellow friends who celebrate the Ash Wednesday a happy Lenten season. God Bless!

She was lost in so many different ways
Out in the darkness with no guide
I know the cost of a losing hand
Never thought the grace of God go high

I found heaven on earth
You were my last, my first
And then here this voice inside
Ave Maria

I've been alone
When i'm surrounded by friends
How could the silence be so loud
But i still go home knowing that i've got you
There's us when the lights go down

You are my heaven on earth
You are my hunger, my thirst
I always hear this voice inside
Singing Ave Maria

Sometimes love can come and pass you by
While your busy making plans
Suddenly hit you and then you realize
It's out of your hands, baby you got to understand

(Song by Beyonce, Ave Maria)